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What’s my favorite owl city album? skycitydreamer:
imaimaimahootowl:
Oh, the one where Adam young sings in it.
(via fuckyeahowlcity)
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Just agreed to tumblr’s updated Terms of Service without reading. Wonder if I just sold my soul. (Source: ohmymyeolchi, via kiwiis)
Just agreed to tumblr’s updated Terms of Service without reading. Wonder if I just sold my soul.
(Source: ohmymyeolchi, via kiwiis)
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friend: ever wondered what the person you're going to marry is doing at this very moment?
me: they're working on their new album
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a painfully biased in-depth second look (and message) about yesterday’s revelation (minus the profanities) *warning: WALL OF TEXT. any comment/response/reaction that is somehow synonymous with tl;dr is and will be perfectly understandable.*
no, I don’t have any right to forbid you or her from going out with each other - but, being my best friend (or so I believed), you knew how much emotional investment I had put in, that I was still very much in love with her at both times of your going behind my back (and if truth be told, I daresay I still have some feelings left for her).
also, you swore, under oath of being a man, that you would stay away from her - a promise which you did not uphold - and to add the heavier fact that you have broken said promise before, and have been forgiven for it, yet still broke it for the second time.
as of now, I think these facts are enough to make a ground - a basis - which will justify my withholding of pardon, and possibly, also justify the termination of our contact.
this is not about who she chooses. this is about you betraying the trust I placed in you. I tried very best to understand you before - and you were forgiven. now, it is your turn to understand that I cannot be blamed if I am, all at once, suspicious, distrustful, doubtful, unforgiving, spiteful and bitter.
looking back, it seems (to me) that your concern with my emotional status was selfishly motivated - so you may, without guilt, be able to break the covenant you made to me, without having to ask for my permission and/or blessing.
it also cannot be helped but be suspicious that you only are “sorry” because you have been caught, but not sorry at all - in fact, having knowledge about the current circumstances and also, knowledge about the possible consequences of your actions must have been enough to deter you from betraying me IF you really meant what you said - thus, no hostility would have been solicited.
the suspicion about you saying that “you meant to say it before, but wasn’t able to find a good time” is also based on the same reason as the paragraph above - there is an additional suspicions, however, that you meant to not mention the issue to be able to hold an affair with her that is kept secret from me, until such time when I will be fully able to let go. this suspicion is enforced by the fact that you said that “there is nothing happening, and that you have nothing to hide”.
I cannot also be blamed if I find your tears phony - crocodile tears.
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let me remind you, however, that I did not mean it when I told you that I “support you”. having been lied to, it seems quite unfair to not exact revenge by using the same means.
I say it only to rub it to your face that I have “delicadeza” by not being an asshole, and show you that you do not have it (implied by your breaking of your oath twice).
also, since Murder is prohibited by law, and I am not that evil to do so, I will be using subtle hints, reminders and “sumbat”(s) to gratify my need and desire for revenge, although I highly doubt that it will be effective (if you did not really regret your actions, which I believe IS the case). I will get my gratification from the release of the pressure inside my head, not from the actual harm of feelings, so no worries. it probably will not have any effect whatsoever.
let me just mention that I will avoid you - which will be very beneficial to both of us not only emotionally, but also physically and legally - I myself do not know when I will break, having held on to lots of thoughts, anger and emotions, so I am in danger of bursting at any time. it would be best if I cannot see you because I might grab any nearby blunt object with which I would pound your skull in.
so yes, I deliberately refuse to hang out and/or talk with you, unless the subject matter of our conversation is about Dragon Nest and the proceedings of our guild.
and, to finally end the excruciatingly painful length of this post, here is a citation of the rule no. God-knows-what of the Bro Code, in Filipino:
“walang talo-talo.”
a painfully biased in-depth second look (and message) about yesterday’s revelation (minus the profanities)
*warning: WALL OF TEXT. any comment/response/reaction that is somehow synonymous with tl;dr is and will be perfectly understandable.*
no, I don’t have any right to forbid you or her from going out with each other - but, being my best friend (or so I believed), you knew how much emotional investment I had put in, that I was still very much in love with her at both times of your going behind my back (and if truth be told, I daresay I still have some feelings left for her).
also, you swore, under oath of being a man, that you would stay away from her - a promise which you did not uphold - and to add the heavier fact that you have broken said promise before, and have been forgiven for it, yet still broke it for the second time.
as of now, I think these facts are enough to make a ground - a basis - which will justify my withholding of pardon, and possibly, also justify the termination of our contact.
this is not about who she chooses. this is about you betraying the trust I placed in you. I tried very best to understand you before - and you were forgiven. now, it is your turn to understand that I cannot be blamed if I am, all at once, suspicious, distrustful, doubtful, unforgiving, spiteful and bitter.
looking back, it seems (to me) that your concern with my emotional status was selfishly motivated - so you may, without guilt, be able to break the covenant you made to me, without having to ask for my permission and/or blessing.
it also cannot be helped but be suspicious that you only are “sorry” because you have been caught, but not sorry at all - in fact, having knowledge about the current circumstances and also, knowledge about the possible consequences of your actions must have been enough to deter you from betraying me IF you really meant what you said - thus, no hostility would have been solicited.
the suspicion about you saying that “you meant to say it before, but wasn’t able to find a good time” is also based on the same reason as the paragraph above - there is an additional suspicions, however, that you meant to not mention the issue to be able to hold an affair with her that is kept secret from me, until such time when I will be fully able to let go. this suspicion is enforced by the fact that you said that “there is nothing happening, and that you have nothing to hide”.
I cannot also be blamed if I find your tears phony - crocodile tears.
-
let me remind you, however, that I did not mean it when I told you that I “support you”. having been lied to, it seems quite unfair to not exact revenge by using the same means.
I say it only to rub it to your face that I have “delicadeza” by not being an asshole, and show you that you do not have it (implied by your breaking of your oath twice).
also, since Murder is prohibited by law, and I am not that evil to do so, I will be using subtle hints, reminders and “sumbat”(s) to gratify my need and desire for revenge, although I highly doubt that it will be effective (if you did not really regret your actions, which I believe IS the case). I will get my gratification from the release of the pressure inside my head, not from the actual harm of feelings, so no worries. it probably will not have any effect whatsoever.
let me just mention that I will avoid you - which will be very beneficial to both of us not only emotionally, but also physically and legally - I myself do not know when I will break, having held on to lots of thoughts, anger and emotions, so I am in danger of bursting at any time. it would be best if I cannot see you because I might grab any nearby blunt object with which I would pound your skull in.
so yes, I deliberately refuse to hang out and/or talk with you, unless the subject matter of our conversation is about Dragon Nest and the proceedings of our guild.
and, to finally end the excruciatingly painful length of this post, here is a citation of the rule no. God-knows-what of the Bro Code, in Filipino:
“walang talo-talo.”
